I'm under enormous pressure to conform. Sometimes I want to, other times I could not really be bothered. Life has a habit of throwing situations at you where you're faced with 2 very different options and you know which one you should chose but for some reason you take the other, knowing you'll end up on your arse.
Do I start things that I don't intend to finish? In some circumstances yes, I think it's ok to do that. They say you can drag a horse to the lake but you can't make it drink...that sums up my current situation.
I'm not all that concerned when people have already made up their mind about me - if they can't be bothered to look a little deeper at the real person then I don't want to waste my time with them - either shit or get off the toilet.
I don't suppose you have any ideas what I'm bipping about - no I wouldn't have thought that you do, it's just I have 1001 thoughts swirling around in my head and this is just one way of releasing them. Actually there is one person who knows what this is all about. They will know what I'm trying to say. Remember that day we went to Kenfig Pool to feed the ducks but none of the little buggers would come to us? Remember the way you totally overeacted the same day when I went into a shop to get coke and didn't ask you if you wanted one?
Well I remember it all - and I wish I didn't. Get the hell out of my head please.
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It's not something I'm going to reveal. Those who needed to know about what happened will know what I'm talking about. For anyone else, let's just say it was a massive mistake in my life and I never want to go there again.
But thanks for asking.
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