Intensive

Exactly 12 months ago, to the minute, I was down the beach with Louise. Hiding the inevitable, putting it to the back of my mind, knowing I had to deal with it but for those precious few minutes, it didn't exist.

So what's happened in the last 12 months? Well, THAT of course, plus the Bay View - I can't believe I'm still there. What was meant to be a stop-gap has developed in to what I am today.

I've also developed and deepened my relationship with Alyssa, really really happy at that. Little tinker as she is! There's also the King Street story, what a waste of time, I learned a LOT from all that, stuff I wish I didn't have to have learned but am glad I did.

The Bay View has lead me to be involved with CW and PPW which I'm really grateful for, interesting to see where this leads me. Of course there's the gym too which I need to increase my intensity with.

I've picked up probably the best car I've ever had. The thing with my old Rover was although it was more of a 'grown up' car, that wasn't really my style. It served its purpose, it was a pretty good car but now I've got the Scort, I'm a total mark over it.

I've also made contact with some old friends - funnily enough it meant their true colours came out - and Hoppo, don't think I've forgotten about that £20 you owe me. Yeah, the £20 for the flowers I sent on your behalf? "No offence but I don't owe you anything" indeed?

Also fell victim to 'big girl syndrom' for the 200th time this year. Never again. Ever.

So what can I look forward to in my 32nd year? Flo for a start, she's coming monday. Got a feeling I'm going to getting up to stuff with my car - I really want to play around with it, get it looking the shiznit. I'm hoping I hit the ring with CW within the next few months - I get the feeling it'll be with them before I start with PPW but we'll wait and see.