Blueprint

Any kind of relationship is a two-way thing. Whether it's husband and wife, friend to friend, shop assistant to customer etc.

I don't think you have to return every favour but if someone leans on you a lot and one day you ask them for a favour back (which is well within their capabilities), would you be a bit put out if they refused?

I hope so, because I wouldn't feel paranoid.

The new job is going ok, it's not rocket science but I have a specialist interest in the end product so that's ok. I've also heard something about a 'staff shop' as well.

A year ago this weekend I had the craziest thoughts of my life. I saw more than I should have and it had a mad influence on me for the rest of the day, I really don't think I should go back there, although perhaps it's not my decision. Maybe I expect too much? I rely on people too much? I hope to find out more on the 21st.

In fact I wonder if Pandora's Box will be opened on the 21st. I have so much to tell - I'll need to make notes all next week. I'm surprised it's taken almost a year to come around, still that's the nature of the beast I guess. Will it be the 'answer' I've been looking for for more than 20 years? Will it signal a return for RB? Now that would be a turn up for the books.

I reckon a nice long drive is needed - Darlington sounds cool.