I really need to update this more. A LOT more.
Anyway, it came and went. 16th August - I've now been set free from those 'chains'. In an ideal world I wouldn't really care about it anymore - I did what I did and it stuck with me for 12 monthsonly - but even though I've moved on from that, for some reason I haven't really 'moved on' as much as I hoped I would. That Green Day song still grabs my attention whenever I hear it.
Iona has invited me to her wedding just before Christmas and I'm hoping to go - it'll be odd to watch my old mate getting hitched - happy for her though.
The CW - PPW thing is still ongoing and I hate being caught up in the middle.
A bit of a dilemma for me now - The Wave have made me an offer to return - and it's a good one. Well, not brilliant but better than before. Really not sure if I want to take it though. Actually that's a lie, of course I'd like to take it but I don't know if it's the right time. I have a LOT of things on my plate right now - my life is busy but not in a bad way and I don't know if I really want to change my schedule. I'm slowly getting more direction in my life and for the first time in a long time I'm fairly happy. It'll be a step back up but it'll be reopening old wounds - is it worth it? The money will definately help, as well as being able to work with some old mates. I'll need to think this one over. In the meantime I have CW to think about.
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