It really pisses me off the way the rug can be pulled out from under my feet just by one simple action. Nothing anyone has done intentionally but it's one of those things. Something I hoped to leave behind 4 years ago keeps popping back in to my life and biting me on the arse. I really wish I could let go of this - nothing would bring me more pleasure but it lingers on like a bad smell.
It's just something which happened during a really good period of my life and is one of the main events which helped make it such a happy time. Not that I'm miserable now or anything but I was on a mega high then. Mind you at the time I probably couldn't see it. To me it was just 'life' then.
You might have noticed I'm on a bit of a downer today - and I shouldn't be. Well like I said, I was ok until this evening. My new Nike Airs came today, am off to the gym in an hour to try them out - perhaps that'll take my mind off things.
FFS Russ, take some happy pills!
.......excuse me?
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