Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I thought that you'd be here by now

It's amazing how you find the answer to things in the most unlikely of places. Sometimes younger, more naive people can be the most insightful because they don't have any preconceived ideas.

Was chatting to a friend of mine tonight - well, she's not really a friend, she's only 17 and goes to wrestling training so I see her there occasionally. Was chatting to her while I was watching The Butterfly Effect and something she said made it all come together.

I now know what I have to do to get rid of the memories of Merthyr Girl.(http://russdaviduk.blogspot.com/2006/10/wastelands.html)

I'm not going to say as it's personal, really personal. Watch the film to have an idea. Or maybe you won't see it. Doesn't really bother me at all because this one is mine. This runs deep and it'll be great to get rid of it.

OK I have one niggling doubt but perhap it's just circumstantial. Anyway this is the closest I've ever been to establishing true inner peace with regards to this whole sorry mess.

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