OK I've woken up properly now. It's not fair what I said about Merthyr Girl this morning.
We split up because of something I did. She was studying in London and came back to South Wales quite often, sometimes each week. Each time she came home she split her time between seeing me and spending time with her family and friends. On one occasion, a mate of hers asked her to come out for a spin in his father's car, a smart Alpha Romeo T-Spark, a car I knew she liked. She hadn't seen this mate in a while but she chose to spend the day with me instead.
That says a LOT about her I think.
The problem is some things just didn't add up towards the end. I loved her, despite having some odd ways of showing it. But I stress - I loved her - past tense. I'm long over her, but I think the reason I dream about her now and then is because I didn't get closure on a lot of things.
Lots of questions are still unanswered.
Yeah it was 4 years ago but they've niggled away in the back of my brain since then. If I get these question answered then I can put the whole thing to bed forever, and man I'm looking forward to that.
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