Wastelands

I'm all busted up
Broken bones and nasty cuts
Accidents will happen
But this time I can't get up
She comes to check on me
Making sure I'm on my knees
After all she's the one
Who put me in this state

Is she ultra-violent?
Is she disturbed?
I better tell her that I love her
Before she does it all over again
Oh god, she's killing me!!!

For now I'll lie around
hell, that's all I can really do
She takes good care of me
Just keep saying my love is true

Is she ultra-violent?
Is she disturbed?
I better tell her that I love her
Before she does it all over again
Oh god, she's killing me!!!

Looking out my window for
Someone that's passing by
No one knows I'm locked in here
All I do is cry

For now I'll lie around
hell, that's all I can really do
She takes good care of me
Just keep saying my love is true


Pulling Teeth - Green Day.

Dreamt of the Merthyr girl again last night. Why? Why won't she get out of my mind? She's nothing to me anymore, she hasn't been anything to me in a long, long time. Maybe her being in my dream symbolised someone else seeing as I spend more time in Merthyr these days. I just wish she'd be wiped from my mind. Why am I even bothering with all this? She's an insignificant person from a significant time of my life.

2002 was a defining year for me in so many ways. Those magical days from June to November were amazing - I'll never see days like them again. Not sure of the specific dates but I can remember when it started and finished - it began the day I moved in to Talbot Road and ended the day the camera crew left. Who and what I am today was defined by those 5 months. I made mistakes and of course I learned from them, right?

Wrong.