Tonight I'm high. So high. I've never been higher and nothing is going to bring me back down.
No, not drugs.
All going well, tonight is the last time I'll be Russ David. I should be changing my name tomorrow. I've arranged a family get-together and I'm really looking forward to it. Sadly not all the gang can be there but it'll be a start. I'm determined to get everyone together soon.
Need to get things back on track - I'm existing, not living, and I don't want that. Maybe this will give me the release I want. In anycase it'll give me a surge of strength I didn't know I had.
MSN - be careful who you talk about on there - it can get back to them.
This time of year I always get memories of autumn/winter 2002 - the video for Holly Valance's Naughty Girl, traffic outside, coming in from ntl, candle kit, getting ready to go to america, the weather, it all comes back to me at this time of year, not that I'm complaining - it was a really happy time for me. Also the documentary was filmed during those days too - as well as the Glynneath incident. All in all, some great times.
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